21 10 / 2012
"You’ve got the light to fight the shadows, so stop hiding it away."
28 9 / 2012
25 9 / 2012
"So why do you fill my sorrow with the words you’ve borrowed from the only place you’ve known?"
24 9 / 2012
"There’s no starting over without finding closure,
You’d take them back, no hesitation,
That’s when you know you’ve reached the six degrees of separation."
23 9 / 2012
Someday You Will Understand
I’m not sorry for what I did because I know what I did was the right thing to do.
I’m just feeling really sorry that you have to feel that way. I hope you will recover and I hope someday you will understand why I did what I had to do.
22 9 / 2012
"Tonight, looking back on all this life
It’s funny how the time goes by
And how, sometimes it slides away"
22 9 / 2012
"First, you think the worst is a broken heart,
What’s gonna kill you is the second part,
And the third is when your world splits down to middle,
And fourth you’re gonna think that you’ve fixed yourself,
Fifth, you see them now with someone else,
And the sixth is when you admit you may have fucked up a little."
11 6 / 2012
One Of Those Moments She Has
She used to watch World Cup, EPL and Spanish League with him. She watched football because he loves football and she made an effort to learn to love what he loves. She learned the team in EPL and Spanish League. She learned all the players’ names. She learned who plays well as a striker and defence. She learned and remembered which player and team he loves most. She stayed up late just so she would be able to share that moment together to watch the matches. They used to shout “GOAL” together, and shared the same excitement because she understood how much it would mean to him if she knows and expresses the same feeling for the things he loves. Eventually, she started loving football.
But now, Euro Cup is on. She doesn’t find any reason or purpose to watch those matches without him. Looking back now is just a memory.
07 6 / 2012
She’s so stressed she started crying like a baby. And there’s no one there that could help her. She cried and she cried, in the midst of the mess, she just couldn’t stop believing that deep down in her heart, she still misses him, a lot. In the midst of the stress, she keep thinking how things would have been if he was here. At that very moment, she couldn’t deny her feelings but to admit… She really did miss him a lot (and still do) and how much she wish he’d be with her, right now.
